Jay Jay (xdays_ive_diedx) wrote,
Jay Jay

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I'm wishing I could place a call...

 Are we falling apart?
Are we becoming less?
I dunno.
But things seem different.
You don't seem as happy as you used to be with me...
You seem to ignore that I'm there more and more whenever people are around..especially other guys.
And Matt flirts with you and you either just don't know it and or you know it but don't care.
Everyone realizes it. Me, my mom, my dad, my grandma and grandpa, mike, little matt, tim, david, everyone.
It bothers me. It hurts me. And it seriously annoys me and upsets me.
If you take time to think of all the random moments when i get randomly upset andsad...you'll realize at everyone of those times...he's around.
You're MINE! I love you!
I don't want to hang out around him anymore if he's gonna keep doing that.
I trust you. I believe that you'd never hurt me. But it still bothers me.
Just picture Ashley or someone coming up to me and flirting with me and stuff.
Picture that and you'd know how it feels....even though you know I'd never do anything at all.
It would still kill you inside....It's upseting.

Also, we need to stop the fighting.
The little stupid arguements over nothing.
They're pointless and just waste valuable time we could be spending happy together.
I love you with all of my heart. And you will always know that.
I will never let you go.
My life is dedicated to keeping you with me forever.
I will marry you.
I will have an amazing family with you.
I will spend forever with you!
I will grow old with you!!
I will die with you by my side or me by your side...
You're my life!
You really are.
Let's stop the sadness.
The fighting.
The little things.
Let's bring the happiness back to as happy as we can get!
Cause whenever I'm with you and nothing is wrong, I feel like I'm floating on air.
It's an amazing feeling.
I  love you so much Tara Sinead Malaugh Sinclair!!<33333
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